my twins...

It was the last day of joy at school. We said goodbye to masters, head teachers and other staff. Me and friends were depressed the whole day, the whole time, that day after the exam I met my brothers (my twins), He said he will be late as has on a trip with his friends, and told me to catch the boys bus, that was pathetic as the boys driver rides really fast, so with fear I waited at station. I was not at all confident and was having second thoughts for taking the bus. Soon the bus arrived and as I was left with no choice my direful journey began. As usual the boys were happy as the bus moved really fast. Soon we turned to my village. Maybe because of the weather my head started aching, but in a while we arrived at the station and I found my brothers waiting. when I got out my face looked pale and my eyes were filled in in tears , my brother were shocked by my look and was really worried .they thought it was due to the test and began questioning. I told them about Najm taking the trip and will be late. Even though they forced to go home I demanded to stay and wait for him. There was no sign of him even after long hours of waiting. We all started worrying as he was a silent young kid. The watch showed 3pm and the weather was hot and humid. I could on more stand the heat and started feeling dizzy. And when I open my eyes I found myself in the hospital with Najm sleeping next to me. The end ….       

by your side ….

when the room lights turn off

And you never get a way to turn it on

you just close your eyes and imagine

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the ideas build inside you … ,

some of them is good like, you try to move

your imagination to see the happiness.

And some of them is bad and undesirable, like :

you try to see the hopelessness…

so you can build your way to see

the dark side or the light side .

No one can stay by your side in which

you can stand in your self side….

silent dream…

did you have dream ?  and it is silent ?

why we have a silent dreams ?

Of course we don’t want to share it with others.

May be it a complex dream so, when we tell other about it , maybe they will not support us to make it true .there is a wisdom said “ if you talk about thing you will not do it “ ,for that we prefer to keep it silent . who knows may be in the future we will surprise them by our ability in make our dreams became true. Also cause it show the shape of our firs … of our darkness and it express our soul…  

I’m the one who have a silent dream.

it is the special thing in my life .

it is my stand,                                                          

it is my hope,

it is my home trust,

it is my hidden love,

it is my only one,

it is my light which is moving me to another world.

I know you are having at least one dream in your heart.

but if you keep it silent you feel like, you have something precious.

……. you want to make one I tell you how ,

you need small note and write on it your personal dream than paste it under your pillow  , every night before you going to sleep read it to be hopeful and optimistic….

live the life…..

 

when I look at the candle light ,

I’m going to crazy because of this little thing

having a small fire as you feel good-for-nothing sometimes,

I want to remove this kinds of ideas .

I know it is not impossible as much as I can do it .

I want to understand what happen around me .

it is the opposite thing when I set on the roof ,

under the sky ,

 I imagine our life as ,

dream , hope , optimism ,

but,

why somebodies are always in the other side ,

they never look at a human as a human ,

Although if each one have their side ,

 And the amazing thing when

 some others look at someone as their wall     

they thought that our God  give it to him as a gift…

 

In the dark…It hurts …

No matter how much you try to forgive

or forget , it keeps  their… in the dark deep of your heart,

even if you tried to save your soul ,



it keep drowning in deep shades ,

nothing can save you,

no one hear you ,

it was only you in this pain

 in this deep you know there is no way to get out,,

for ever and ever you will be alone with your sin,

for being born in this life,

for being your self ,

it  will be always your fault

the only way to shut all this it is  around your soul,

is to kill that soul,

and let it sleep in peace for ever we always think a lot until we die in our live ,

we stay in this earth as bodies without souls ,

leaving behind us the disappear lights ,

to the moment that we entirely vanish even if we are a live …